We constantly live with the fear of losing someone we love, The ones we really cannot imagine our lives without, But the fact is when we do lose them one day, We dont ever forget them but learn to live without their physical presence, And also get busy building more relationships with people we will not be able to imagine our lives without....😇😇 This has happened to me as well. I used to feel that I will not be able to live without my mom..but when she died I thought I have to be strong for the sake of my father coz I didnt want to add on to his pain and stress of living alone without his companion of more than 45 years by worrying about me and my emotions. And then he passed away too. After the bereavement, I had to not only adjust to living without their physical presence but also prioritize my time as my kids needed a stable MOM. Just when I was thinking about this ,my daughter came and hugged me and said, " Mom , I cant imagine my life without you..."